The black and cold reminds me Of all the distance we have crossed And if your darkness blinds me I could never be more lost But I'm not the one who seeks
The irritation we're pretendin' not to show Has replaced the motivation that I had not long ago I know that I, I don't ever want to be the one to make
I've given up everything 'til it seems so fucking wrong I've always been tied to you, now the bond is fucking gone You're just a victim of your own decisions
made sense anyway Building up to tear it down you're codependent on apathy By design you fucking sterilize so you desensitize (Make it easier to swallow) Self
You wear a cheap disguise Your only vice until the end Don't have an alibi You never try, you just condemn You pressure everything You never bring, you
Now your failure feeds the contempt Your failure feeds the contempt I can't sedate the way you break me down I can't relieve the pain I can't reduce
You're the one who You're the one who steals The light from I'm the one who feels The fallen I believe you're nothing but a problem Everything is so
won't suppress the feelings Or stop the way I'm getting used to the pain Breaking down Self destructive pattern Breaking down Self destructive pattern
Punctured lungs I'm out of breath This time I'm suffocating I've had enough now Too numb, there's no resisting Becoming one With all your failure No
Give me life, give me faith, give me somethin' to see Give me life, give me change, give me somewhere to be Give me love, give me hate, tell me what to
Put on another face They always take the place Of all the things that you have become (No) Your instability is nothing new to me It's always something
Stillborn I don't think you want to be the one to see inside yourself I don't think you want to understand that it clouds up your mind I don't think
increase the treatment It won't suppress the feelings Or stop the way I'm getting Used to the pain Breaking down Self-destructive pattern
Translation: Spineshank. Self-destructive Pattern.
Punctured lungs I'm out of breath, this time I'm suffocating I've had enough now, too numb there's no resisting Becoming one, with all your failure No
Put on another face, they always take the place Of all the things that you have become Your instability is nothing new to me It's always something that
The irritation we're pretending not to show Has replaced the motivation That I had not long ago I know that I don't ever want to be the one to make
Now your failure feeds the contempt I can't sedate the way you break me down I can't relieve the pain I can't reduce the failure you've become I can'