Lyrics: Briggs (The). Is This What You Believe?. Train Of Thought.

Sometimes I feel I do not know myself
Being someone else
Infiltrate this pain inside my head
My mind has just gone dead
I wish I didn?t have to feel
Emotions are too real
Stuck inside this living hell
I thought that I was well

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You don?t know how I feel
You don?t know how I feel
I was gonna say something meaningful
I was gonna say something wise
I was gonna say something that meant something to me
But I lost my train of thought
lost my train of thought
lost my train of thought
lost my train of thought

Not asleep but never really awake
More than I can take
Trap myself inside this empty clause
Clenched between its jaws
Resurrect this throe I put to sleep
Secrets I can?t keep
Why does this shit always happen to me?
I just want to be free

[Chorus]

A facade of what my life?s supposed to be
But it just isn?t me
Owning up to the blame of what?s been done
I can accept none
Plea for self-appointed absolution
I don?t deserve one

[Chorus]