Lyrics: Solange. Calendar.

Ive been throu the river
Ive gone throu the storm
Ive been throu the fire
the battles ive won
lets start with November
i slept by an angel
that once she agreed
that is when she felt dead
i cant even begin to explain
the pain don cost me
ill neva b the same
now while that bullet it hurt
ill have a whole parking lot
and ill neva question god
about how it tore me apart

Chorus
papa papa you live you cry
but i got over
just check your calendar
they don't have meaning in my life
think their pretty
but im a roller
just check your calendar

December 25 he got on one knee
he told me forever
and i took the ring
we were so young in love
cloud 9 everyday was like we were in heaven
he always put me first
cause im lucky 7
but things got complicated

that puweree came brainin
she said ur 6 weeks pregnant
i said im only 17 yes so how will i know
what to do with a baby on my own
will my family disown me
will i lose everything
will ya b there 4 me

chorus

we decided
to get married
hav dis baby
make a family
and my family
so happy wit me
everything seems so blissfully
October 18 the best day of my life
i welcomed my treasure
looked him right in the eye
and said mommy promises to give you the world
just u make this girl into a woman now
6 months later April showers
lie after lie revealed how it
hurt me crushed me
dis man i loved
loved me
was it not enough till i give up
cause he cheated his family