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Lyrics: Monsters Everywhere. Tear Tear Tear.

Tonight I won't eat,
I'll close my eyes and try to sleep.
Tiny steps I'll take each day,
and tell myself that I'm okay.

Why does it have to hurt everytime I take a breath?
And why do I have to care, wasting all your air?

Stare myself down to pass the time
no one knows what's on my fucking mind.
Tonight I won't eat,
I'll close my eyes and try to sleep.

I am not okay and I'm not just fine
I'll write and write until I lose my mind
I am not okay and I'm not just fine
I'll sing and sing until I lose my mind

Cut me up, TEAR TEAR TEAR
cut me up, TEAR TEAR TEAR
cut me up, TEAR TEAR TEAR
cut me up, TEAR TEAR TEAR

I am not okay and I'm not just fine
I'll write and write till I lose my mind
I am not okay and I'm not just fine
Nothing you can say will change my mind.