Lyrics: Deviates. Should....

i guess I'm wasting my time trying to tell you how i feel, or maybe
asking you how you see us, I'm confused but i know what i mean
i can never say it, i could hardly write it, you'll probably never read this
i'm not going to sign it, no that's not me, it just seems this
is the way it had to be, not anymore i want you & me, this is the way it had to be
should have would have could have had it, i blew my chance
but I'm glad i had one, far away out of range you cant see
no words can explain & no song seems complete
the more i speak i make a fool out of me, what can be said I'm incomplete

this is the way it had to be, not anymore i want you & me,
this is the way it had to be