Lyrics: Blood Lapse. Middleman.

Forgive me father, I forgot
I thought that you were there, but you're not
keep me beneath your highest mark
forever paint this life a shade of dark

wish it away
in his place

I tried so hard to just maintain
and force a smile to hide this pain
trying for so long to be the same
and this is how i've become what I became

wish it away
in his place

(Thanks to Benjamin for these lyrics)