Lyrics: Ben Folds Five. Whatever And Ever Amen. Evaporated.

What I've kept with me
And what I've thrown away
Don't know where the hell I've ended up
On this glary, random day
Were the things I really cared about
Just left along the way
For being too pent up and proud

Woke up way too late
Feeling hung over and old
And the sun was shining bright
I walked barefoot down the road
Started thinking about my old man
It seems that all men
Wanna get into a car and go
Anywhere

Here I stand, sad and free
And I can't cry, I can't see
What I've done
No God, what have I done

Don't you know I'm numb, man
No I can't feel a thing at all
'Cause it's all smiles and business
These days
And I'm indifferent to the loss
I've faith that there's a soul somewhere
Thats leading me around
I wonder if she knows
Which way is down

Here I stand, sad and free
And I can't cry an' I can't see
What I've done
No God, what have I done

I poured my heart out
I poured my heart out
It evaporated, see

Blind man on a canyon's edge
Of a panoramic scene
Maybe I'm a kite that's flying high and random
Dangling a string
Or slumped over in a vacant room
Head on a stranger's knee
I'm sure back home
They think I've lost my mind

Here I stand, sad and free
I can't cry 'n' I can't see
What I've done
Oh God, what have I done?